Saturday, April 29, 2006

I burnt time by lazing on the couch. Sheesh. My brain jammed so it was kinda pointless to stare at a book without anything going to my head. Anyhows, revised POA just now, and finished the maths paper, except for the vectors part. God, I hate vectors. Like how will help me in life? Sheesh. Now doing research for history. Still have no idea which question my group is doing. Ah well, we're useless anyway.

Stress. We all go thru it and stuff, but don't you think that if we balance things, life won't be as bad as it sounds? Ok, so I dropped floorball this year, that cancels a thing to look forward to. I depend heavily on my Nano. Thank God. Without it, I think by now I would have died some horrible death. Probably the only thing driving me to go to school is the need to get O' levels done and over with. And the relaxing holiday after it maybe. Oh, and I look forward to PE, as always. I find somehow chasing people around the basketball court enjoyable. And this includes smacking butts too. *grins* The result? Getting chased by a whole bunch of girls aiming for my ass. Ah well, berani buat, berani tanggung as they all say. Hah. Other than that, not much to look forward to. I'm stepping down soon from my post as NCO. Kinda sad, can't wait for POP though. No more activities for Sec 4 i suppose. "O'levels are coming! You better go home and study!" Oh c'mon, like my friend said, "You study 24 hours?" Sheesh. Even they can't do it. Social life slowly sipping away. Kept under tight control at home. Hate it man. Now my sleeping time is more precious than ever. Eye-bags getting worse, but hey, I dun think about beauty anymore. Not that I exactly did, but who cares? After O's I can sleep for 24 hours and no one will care, but they'll start to panic, thinking I'm in some kind of coma of something.

Prioritizing. Be it time, posts, events whatever. There was one time, I prioritised my friends over family. Just cause they were going somewhere I haven't been before. My other family members were going on a holiday, just to KL, not much. I didn't get to say goodbye to them. That got me thinking. For the next 5 days, I wasn't gonna see their faces, and this is how I bid goodbye? It was bad enough I wasn't at home. Lesson learnt: Family has always been there for you. They are always, I repeat, ALWAYS there for you. Prioritizing your time doesn't exactly mean planning. Once, my whole weekend was burnt. Here's how it went. Friday morning I had school. Afternoon was training. At night I had floorball training until 10. The next day, in the morning, I had a floorball match. In the afternoon I had a meeting in town. (Cheh. Hahaha) After that I attnded a birthday party. Saturday night was the only time so far to complete my homework. Sunday morning. Had to report at 6.30AM at Harbourfront MRT for the Real Run. God. That was like the ultimate. 6 FREAKING THIRTY. I was too lazy to go early, so I got my dad to send me there. Finished at about 2pm, then lazed around Harbourfront Mall or whatever it's called. Went home and collapsed. Did my homework at night. So yeah. Now this one I planned. What to bring and shit like that. Thank God nothing went wrong. Oh, and just to let you know, that weekend I scored a goal. So it kinda paid off? Hah.

This is one long post. And I still have no idea what question my group is doing.

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