Sometimes I wonder if I was born dyslexic.

Dyslexia: condition causing difficulty in reading and spelling

Mainly cause I'm not doing well in school. My parents blame my laziness and my supificiality. I blame myself.

Then the oncoming lectures each teenager goes through. My record? 3 hours straight until 2 am the next morning. I personally feel that some people are born gifted, some have other talents. As for me, I don't have the brain of a genius, nor the talent of a sportsperson or artist. It's not that I'm complaining, just wondering which one is the one for me. I don't seem to perform in school nor can I draw to save my life. Maybe the sports thing, cause I like to challenge myself. But still, there are other people better than me. Leadership-wise, maybe. I hold the post of an NCO, Student Leader, once a class chairman. I guess I do take on leadership roles, but there aret imes when I do cock-up.

Since I'm on this topic, I want you to know, the role of a chairman in upper sec is not easy. It's stressful, it requires endurance, perseverence, sacrifice of time, play and effort. To some, it's easy, you command people. Hold it. Now that Syam and Malia has taken over me n Sidek, they realize, hey, this is hard. It's not as easy as it looks.

I'm done. I'm bored about talking about myself. I think I'm boring.