I feel like the world is dying on me. Like the feeling that everyone's backs are against you? Its not obvious, but you just have this gut feeling something's wrong. I want it to change, but I don't know what to do. Exposure to guy's lifestyles in sec sch too much has it's consequences. I'm so screwed.

On a lighter note, OP's over and I feel like I just finished serving my jail term. Cooped up in school day and night, sleepless nights too and the pain of torture: the need to complete quality work. It's over. IT'S OVER!! Time to finally catch up on my old buds and rekindle the lost bond. Rekindle sounds wrong. Did I use it appropriately? Correct me if I'm wrong.

Hari raya outing on Saturday last week with the sec sch mates was the most fun I've had in ages. Met Shafiq and Syam at Pasir Ris Mrt before heading to small mac half an hour late. Most people brought their other halves, so I was like among the few girls without spouses. Ah well.

The day progressed, I LOVED FIE'S HOUSE THE MOST. All antiques, from the fan to a uber cool gramophone in the living room. And chocolate fondue. OMG. The icing on the cake. His brother is a bloody genius I swear. Haha. And something happened at the bustop that was super hilarious, it tickles me now when I even think about it. Haha. Funniest shit ever. Reached home considerably early, 11? Compared to 12 plus previous years. Everyone was damn tired. Ton here and there. Kekek la deyy.

Kinda sad my girlfriends couldn't make it. Ray, Faz and Mar. Ray sick, Faz open house, Mar I don't know. I miss Ray the most. Haven't seen you in ages la bodo.

Anyway, it turned out I was like the only girl from my batch who lasted the whole day. Proud of myself ok. Those heels were a bloody pain to walk in.


I'm in love with this recitation of this tiny Muslim boy reading the Yaasin.



Click here if you can't see the video.

Makes you feel damn enlightened and stupid at the same time. For me at least. I mean, he's what? 8, 9 years old? Amazing. Notice how melodious his voice is. Can't help going "WAHH" after hearing him start. Lol. Credits to Haliim for that.

I'm off to enjoy now. To the respective groups of people, all the best for OP! And the rest, hang in there for the big A's!